blue trick

.the good news.

I'm at a computer in the Gerstein library at U of T and this place is so quiet it's impossible to get distracted. I find that I am most often distracted by the sound of my own voice, and in a room where angry faces turn to the lightest whisper, I'm not likely to get a word out.

.the great news.

I went to my last check-up with mclean. he said that my chest looks so good that I can stop wearing the bandages 2 weeks early.
this means that I stand here, this very moment, at this internet station, wearing nothing but a t-shirt.
I feel naked. I feel free.

.the not so good news.

my head hurts like a bitch from lack of sleep.
oh, and I'm not supposed to be using this computer for recreational internet searching.

so I'm off.